Thinking that my dream won't come true is a big nightmare
for me. The fact that no one truly knows what I feel inside and what I really
aim for is such a big disappointment. They don't understand it because to them,
it’s just a delusional dream. But for me, it’s my whole life. It’s my life-long
dream. And knowing that I only have at least .01% of achieving it really breaks
my heart and my mental state of mind. Thinking of a way to achieve those is easy
(REALLY) but doing it is VERY RISKY. It’s either It might destroy your life but
at least you tried, or achieve a great success in your dream but in the end,
you have nowhere to go.
Thinking and knowing that I still have a chance (or not); I
really want to take that risk. But how... actually I know how but I’m kinda
afraid… I’m actually the type of person who does A LOT of thinking before doing
anything so… It’s hard.
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