[Day 31] Do More!

Day 31 


Today I got home at 3PM, took my vitamins, updated this blog (took me at least 3 hours to finish it), updated my planner, updated my Motivation Notebook, Did a page in my sister's Adult Coloring Book, Cleaned/washed my make-up products, studied for an exam tomorrow at 8AM, and Imma sleep bye!

Almost 2 Years Old Random Notes # 13 : A Song From My Heart. . .

05/16/14 @ 11:38PM

Tears came down from my eyes

Hurt I felt from those cries

Mixed emotions that will break your heart

Something that's unfair to your part

Feelings that can't be explained

The sorrow I felt from that pain

As I wipe those priceless tears

Thinking if a person is somewhere near

Afraid that I will get caught

Crying silently, that's what I thought

These people who don't know or knows how I feel

Should just shut up and keep my secret sealed

Writing this poem in this exact moment

Makes me feel better that I want it to end

As I write this last sentence

I wish you all to remember my presence

--- 100 % made my me -----

(Wow. I didn't expect myself to write such a thing hahaha. Well this was before.... I guess its really true that you can really make good music if you want to express/vent out your feelings through making lyrics. BTW I was thinking of suicide while writing this.... I was so depressed and I couldn't talk to anyone about it. It was solid hard...)

Almost 2 Years Old Random Notes # 12 : ChamChamBlahBlah~

This are just random notes that I found in my Notebook.

(My Idol Signature In The Making...)

(Dream GAEL Image/Concept) 

Almost 2 Years Old Random Notes # 11 : Observations While Listening To Songs.

OBSERVATIONS WHILE LISTENING TO SONGS:



1. Their voices are really CONCENTRATED to the CONTENT of the SONG.

2. They have about 100 voices (in other words: UNLIMITED)

"The only limit is the DEMAND of the song."

3. Their voices are like PROGRAMMED to be that way to the songs. 
   NO MISTAKES SEEN

Almost 2 Years Old Random Notes # 10 : Goal and Motivation. How They Connect...

"In every GOAL, there must be a MOTIVATION"

Without it, it's like playing Track & Field without wearing shoes. You get tired easily no matter how hard you want to achieve your goal. 

Almost 2 Years Old Random Notes # 9 : Eomma Wae

05/28/14 @ 10:29PM

You gave me money and the things that I need
In exchange of your love and care for me
Even though you lack all of those in the past
I accepted it all cause I love you so much

Almost 2 Years Old Random Notes # 8 : Getting Scolded For Eating.

When I'm at school, I barely eat to save money. As soon as I go home from school, I get scolded by my mom for eating noodles. Since I didn't eat in school, when its time for dinner, I also got scolded for eating many. So when summer came, I wanted to eat many foods but it came to the point that my mom didn't want to fed me anymore cause I was already fat. It was my only chance to eat but I always get scolded and didn't want to be fed.

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Okay I don't know why I wrote this hahaha I guess a sign of venting out~ Uhmm all of this was true like for example for one whole day, I only get to eat grapes, only grapes. And then the next day only apples, etc. Well I guess I should thank my mom for doing this hahaha THANK YOU MOM!

But seriously I was REALLY suffering that time!